G-Force 6

G-Force 6 signing back on the net until mission is complete.

Just like this movie right now

Non-Stop Official Trailer #1 (2014) - Liam Neeson…: http://youtu.be/jiHDJ19A3dk

Rescuing my Anima

Jung says that every female has a "male" aspect of their soul or "animus", and every male has a "female"aspect to their soul, or "anima".



I'm doing so much better in so many ways, but on quiet nights I realize that my soul still needs a lot of recovery.



When I saw this video, I got tears in my eyes.



This video IS my anima... Whenever Sia sings so hard her voice breaks, that is my Anima's voice...



I'm totally a dude, but you know, there is truth to what Jung said.



I want to get some shoes and clothes for my anima, and take her like a good Dad to get some pizza and play like 100$ worth of games in the game room.



I don't like where she's been living.

Blood is thicker

Avicii - Hey Brother (Lyric): http://youtu.be/YxIiPLVR6NA

I love this song.

I can't wait till I am free.

I plan to cut that rope and I hope to burn that bridge so I never see some people again.

When I rise again from the ashes... my friends and family will be like those in this song.

We will be NORMAL but EXTRAORDINARY.

Prayer

Imagine Dragons - Demons (Official): http://youtu.be/mWRsgZuwf_8

When things come
When you know
The truth that hurts
Over me, this storm flows
Hard rains, a wind that blows.
When my kingdom comes
When a demon pounds my door
In darkness of the waves
The white form that glows.
Let it go.
Let it go.
Throw away the harpoon,
Cap' only only carries a shield
Let Starbuck grab the wheel
Stay on course, that Tennessee home.
Start with Demons,  Imagine Dragons
End with Ellie Golding, Burn
We can light it up
So they can put it out-
We can light it up,
If they put it out
We can light it up again!
Give love to the world
We can raise our hands
Shining up to the sky
Cause we got the fire, fire, fire
We gonna let it burn, burn BURN!

Mike BURNS!

I sat down this morning and was listening to the top 40... kind of processing some stuff,  imagine dragons, demons was apropos but a great unexpected rebound reminder was ellie goulding's Burn, awesome!

Transcend.  Transcend.

Ellie Goulding - Burn (+playlist)

Such a great GREAT song!!

We, we dont have to worry bout nothing
Cause we got the fire, and we're burning one hell of a something
They, they gonna see us from outer space, outer space
Light it up, like we're the stars of the human race, human race

When the lights turned down, they dont know what they heard
Strike the match, play it loud, giving love to the world
We'll be raising our hands, shining up to the sky
Cause we got the fire, fire, fire, yeah we got the fire fire fire

And we gonna let it burn burn burn burn
We gonna let it burn burn burn burn
Gonna let it burn burn burn burn
We gonna let it burn burn burn burn

We dont wanna leave, no, we just gonna be right now
And what we see, is everybody's on the floor acting crazy getting loco to the lights out
Music's on, im waking up, we stop the vibe, and we bump it up
And it's over now, we got the love, there's no sleeping now, no sleeping now

When the lights turned down, they dont know what they heard
Strike the match, play it loud, giving love to the world
We'll be raising our hands, shining up to the sky
Cause we got the fire, fire, fire, yeah we got the fire fire fire

And we gonna let it burn burn burn burn
We gonna let it burn burn burn burn
Gonna let it burn burn burn burn
We gonna let it burn burn burn burn

When the lights turned down, they dont know what they heard
Strike the match, play it loud, giving love to the world

We gonna let it burn burn burn burn
Burn burn burn burn

We can light it up up up
So they cant put it out out out
We can light it up up up
So they cant put it out out out
We can light it up up up
So they cant put it out out out
We can light it up up up
So they cant put it out out out

When the lights turned down, they dont know what they heard
Strike the match, play it loud, giving love to the world
We'll be raising our hands, shining up to the sky
Cause we got the fire, fire, fire, yeah we got the fire fire fire

And we gonna let it burn burn burn burn
We gonna let it burn burn burn burn
Gonna let it burn burn burn burn
We gonna let it burn burn burn burn

When the lights turned down, they dont know what they heard
Strike the match, play it loud, giving love to the world
We'll be raising our hands, shining up to the sky
Cause we got the fire, fire, fire, yeah we got the fire fire fire

And we gonna let it burn

Camus' spark

In Qatar, I started to read a book about Albert Camus by Albert Marquette. Picking it back up again in Kansas, I started from the beginning, and I'm seeing him from a completely different story perspective. I've read a lot of his work, but not a lot about him. 

I didn't realize that he was an atheist. He's a unique type of atheist though. There's a difference between someone who refuses to believe in God and one who factually believes he does not exist. It turns out that Camus refused to believe in a higher power out of rebellion, not because he disbelieved per se'. (If that makes sense...) 

I think he was really angry with God, at what many of us perceive is a divine tolerance of chaos and widespread suffering in the world. If there was a divine being armed with omnipotent power and ultimate will, how could he or she allow life to unfold without apparent meaning and impotently observe the relentless advance of pain. It indicates either a lack of existence or an ultimate negligence. 

This lack of meaning, this sweeping absurdity was completely intolerable to Camus. Regardless of divine reality, he determined to rebel against this, and to hold the line against despair and suicide, he developed his entire philosophy on the premise the very fact he could understand that he existed meant it was worthwhile to live rather than not. This realization gave birth to hope, and thus to  recovery of meaning. 

The way I understand it, and the fact that he understood there was no apparent purpose to life, was purpose enough to actually keep on living. The irony was his realization was founded upon a profound absurdity. Camus saw that to live was to be absurd, so in a way, absurdity was a fundamental part of being alive. Although, I think what he meant was the struggle between an internal desire to live and the external pointlessness (characterized by suffering and the terrible ennui of the mundane), this battle was in itself was absurd. It was  an illusion. The fact that he could see this from a third point of view meant that it was worth living, even if living was absurd and pointless.

His ideas seem almost contradictory, as strange mixture of existential anguish, sisyphean despair, and tangential optimism. But, since his quotes and his thinking consistently return to an adamant and rigorous defense of hope and light, I believe the power of his message is more contained in the man. 

The more I read, the more I am convinced his writing must be interpreted in the context of his being and by examining the record of his daily life. Life is ultimately absurd, but since we have the capacity to understand this, we have the responsibility to act, to choose a path of hope that leads to the creation of meaning. 

If there is a spark, there is always the possibility of an "invincible summer". There is always a spark. We just have to choose. Once we choose, what happens next is similar to the creation of the universe... A single atom, and a catalyst, then an explosion of energy and beauty, the big bang.

Still, it all starts with a small spark buried within a deep darkness. Upon recognition of external absurdity and apparent insignificance, if the spark, retains a sense of intrinsic value simply because it exists, then a existential coup occurs as the absurd is transcended into sublimity. It is like a paradox... What I would call a metaphysical tesseract. It's a beautiful idea.

Lone Survivor No More

07 - King Or Cripple - Delirious? - dTour 1997 Li…: http://youtu.be/O0snkN9V-yM

Months ago,  I dreamed (blogged about it here) that I was in a Blackhawk over a stormy sea... the helicopter stopped over a desert island and tilted up so that I fell out into the rocks and storm. I was a special operations guy and this was some sort of crazy test. As I looked up,  they kicked a survival chest out the bird so that it fell on top of me and flew away into the storm. I had to fend for myself. I was so sad and discouraged in the dream. Well. That describes the last six months.

So. Abandoned on a desert island in a storm.  Washed up. An epic fail. Expired registration,  four flat tires, dead batteries in the flashlight. . . When I finally watched that movie about the SF team that got cut to ribbons, Lone Survivor, I got tears bc that poor wild crazed dude flailing for his life at the end, that was me. Except I was no special ops guy or navy seal.

I might as well have called it. Done.  Ring the bell and quit.

Or not.

Maybe like in the last samurai where the dude had to keep reaching for the sword, keep crawling out of the mud. Fall, get up. Trip, take a knee, get up. Fuck up, unfuck yourself,  get up. Keep moving forward. Lightning,  storms, earthquakes,  all that shit. But drink fresh water, see rainbow,  get tough and lean, trim the fat.

I thought I was going to lose it for awhile. Then,  a crazy masterchief like the one out of halo became my wingman. He smacked the shit out of me but pulled me to my feet. Then, I made a great friend in an NCO who proved more loyal than that hawk guy in the new captain america... I dont know how many times my Columbian warlord ran in and saved me from myself,  but he certainly reversed all that damage Davidson did. Even my crazy nerdy boss jumped in and took heat rounds for me when I didn't deserve it.

Today was Masterchief's last day in ops... he is still around but has to go to maintenance but it won't be the same, not working shoulder to shoulder.  He did say he was proud of me and that he could see I was getting back on my feet. Right now,  its sort of tough bc a lot of folks are switching out, our fellowship is breaking in a way. As our ranks thin, they have to move the strong ones around.  That just means I'm going to take what Rob showed me and make up for his absence.  When a halo masterchief believes in you,  you suddenly find yourself believing in you too. All of a sudden, the masterchief leaves and then you need to fill his shoes but that's okay,  he taught you how to do it and you realize you can.

Good things  slowly come like a tough seed trying to hatch in granite.

But if you seek it, you will find it.

Like my favorite song: My glorious. 

We believe that....

God is bigger than the air i breathe, the world we'll leave. God will save the day! And all will say: My Glorious!

Even if its only me who sings, I hear all these others singing too.

Last night.  I dreamed I was alone.  I had the magic house,  the property,  possessions I wanted,  but my family was wrecked,  everything was wrong. I had to give it all up if I wanted to be free.

Suddenly,  I was in a squatters apartment, worst ghetto rooms in the world, but I was eating breakfast with my son, bc we were together we were so happy.

Then suddenly I was in the ocean again,  out at sea, back in uniform. I was treading water. I looked down at my chest,  and it said,  Navy Seal. I looked up, and a C130 flew over with a rope out, I climbed up and this big guy pulled me in... it turned out to be a younger version of my Dad who had gone back in. He smiled, "I made some changes, good to see you son!". He had no fear in his eyes.  There were all these big halo-looking, tough dudes, they grinned and said, "Glad you could make it! Rest up, we've got work to do!"

One of them came to me, pulled me to the side, and put his hand on shoulder, he said to me, "Mike, you are never alone and don't you ever say you don't have a home.  My home in the green hills of Tennessee is your home, you can always come and stay with me." I met him once before in a dream right after Jen came out of the hospital. He looked and was dressed the exact same way, like a redneck carpenter. He really encouraged me back then too.

Personally,  I believe that dude was Jesus... and I really REALLY appreciated what he said.

I didn't know Jesus lived in Tennessee,  but that's okay. If he says I can go live with him, I'll go. That guy was good people.

Like it says in My Glorious,  all you ever do, is change the old for new.... my glorious!

King or prince, cripple or navy seal, just KEEP ME!

Wings of Desire

Motorcycle Accident--"Wings of Desire"-HQ with E…: http://youtu.be/3bZXO_xmnJc

Finding freedom

http://youtu.be/VBU6f2T3Www

Sick day

This Bitter earth dinah washington and max richter: http://youtu.be/PmBMls_Sxas

Holding onto the wall

Night time is the worst. I try not to swallow, finally do... it is like an exploding fireball in my throat. Sometimes I fall asleep for ten minutes,  and I wake up choking and gasping for air. I sit in the bathroom, hot shower on, just trying to breathe. When I start coughing,  it is violent, i see fireworks across my retinas, and it ends with me holding onto the wall with instinctive tears streaming bc of the sharp pain. I've watched every movie.  All I can do is try and get my mind off this one pain by focusing on another.  I cough and write. Write and cough.  O100, still, even though I want to sleep,  I cannot.  I still feel the pain of the last coughing attack, I am not ready to do that again.

My sadness escapes,
A slow river.
Within me, there is a pain
Unregistered by long days;
The sky is not gentle,
It breathes a fierce heat.

There is a punishment that visits my soul in empty hours:
It is constancy of memory
By way of a
Restless mind.

My Tungsten Heart

Too much mind?
Perhaps too kind?
Too sensitive a soul?

I thought I cared
Yet when the door closed,
This wind was cold.
Time slowed
What was solid in the world transformed:

A fragile filament with a glow
Yellow light,
Then, a blow.
Shattered tungsten in the night.
Moth antennae made of wire
Dangling, mangled and tired
Cooled to red,
Faded to black.

Is it rarity of soul
Or just,
A terrible weakness-
This sadness, the transient thoughts
That I knew before I should have known,
When the song changed
When I heard the broken note.

When Your Crown Falls

When your crown falls,
Let it fall.
Let it drift down though deep water, rest in shifting sands.
For crowns are made of gold, and gold is a heavy weight.
Do not bow your head in shame
A king may become a prince.

Look out upon this world
See it newly made
Let the wind touch your hair.

When my crown fell,
I watched it go
Beneath a river that flowed,
I saw it sink from sight.

I said hello to my reflection.

I survived the smash
The shock of the splash-
Perhaps it was a brutal baptism.

Waves fade to ripples
I rise my eyes to another shore
From the bank,  beckons an open road
North, South
East,
West?
It doesn't matter where I go,
Just take me to a place
Where a woman smiles,
Orchids bloom and
Apple blossoms grow.

Goodnight sweet prince, and flights of angels... whoops, never mind. Here comes the COUGH!

 

Discreet Madness

This singularity
Achieved by ultimatum
Is framed by unlikely symmetry,
Two birds
perched safely on a wire
Copper cord of life & death-
It tells both lies & truth.
Yet my arteries argue with my veins
Blood flows from continent to island,
Back and forth
Again, again
Waves break strong rocks to powder.

Romeo versus Tybalt,
Mercutio the victim.
My floorboards creak with plague
My soul shakes under relentless tread.

There is a small space between
Water and earth
Fire and stillness.
A silence between sun & storm.
Woman & man
Their quiet words
Parting whispers after a long night
Rain meets the pavement
Mute witnesses-
They cannot speak.

MIKE'S OST

Linkin Park - Castle Of Glass [Lyrics/HD]: http://youtu.be/5g-dHTrNNGQ

Amazing movie

Exklusiv! THE GRANDMASTER Sneak Peek Clip #1: http://youtu.be/rE3HgLxgtXU

Grandmaster

Ip Man vs Gong Er The GrandMaster 2013: http://youtu.be/1UfkYIHEfZU

Count of Monte Cristo

Aquarius horoscope for May 8 2014 When you have been trapped inside a problem for a long time, it's hard to recognize when you are finally free of it. Fear and worry become habits. Insecurity settles in. But with recent troubles you have experienced with money or with some other security-related area of your life, you are entering a whole new era. You may still feel that sense of stress and strain, and you may still worry that it won't work out, but in reality, Aquarius, everything has changed. You will soon see signs of amazing success. -- Copyright © Daily Horoscope. Download it now — http://bit.ly/DHmobile

We all been there... okay to visit, bad place to stay

Stronger

Linkin Park - Castle of Glass Music Video [HD]

Take me down to the river bend,
Take me down to the fighting end,
Wash the poison from off my skin
Show me how to be whole again
Fly me up on a silver wing
Past the black where the sirens sing
Warm me up in a nova's glow
And drop me down to the dream below

Cause I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything left for you to see.
For you to see

Bring me home in blinding dream
Through the secrets that I have seen
Wash the sorrow from off my skin
And show me how to be whole again

Cause I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything left for you to see.
For you to see

Cause I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything else I need to be

Cause I'm only a crack in this castle of glass
Hardly anything there for you to see.
For you to see
For you to see

You never know, but I think they are always fighting

Ink - John's Walk: http://youtu.be/HqU5zzcQZP0

Horoscope

Aquarius horoscope for May 2 2014 A baby bird could snuggle up in its nest forever, comfortably nuzzling its mama and surveying the world from a high tree branch. The baby bird might have a wonderful view, and an easier life - but he would miss out on all that the sky and the trees and the world in general have to offer. You may be holding yourself back from something now, Aquarius. You are afraid to fly, but you have the wings you need to soar. Don't be afraid to use them. -- Copyright © Daily Horoscope. Download it now — http://bit.ly/DHmobile

Past midnight

The Return of the King Soundtrack-19-Into the West: http://youtu.be/JgcoBKWTW14

Linkin Park - Castle Of Glass [Lyrics/HD]

OMG this is great... Bikini Girls Boat Crash "Turn Down For What" Remix HD #TDFWFail

Wow

Aquarius horoscope for Apr 25 2014 You may be feeling that you should speak up or speak out about something, Aquarius. It may be that some choice has been made for you without consulting you, and you want to set it straight. Or it could be that something is going on in your life and the life of someone you love that isn't fair or honorable. You often take on the role of defender of those who are weaker than you. But you may be holding back from saying anything because of pressure or the need to fit in. But if you say what you have to say in your usual dignified and rational way, you'll feel much better. -- Copyright © Daily Horoscope. Download it now — http://bit.ly/DHmobile

Interesting

Aquarius horoscope for Apr 24 2014 Whether you believe in God or a specific divine entity or not, Aquarius, the days ahead may see you enveloped in a sense of great serenity and a feeling of being watched over. You are a very analytical person, Aquarius, and you might not be someone who believes that outside forces can have such an influence on your life. But if you can just accept and immerse yourself in the positive vibrations that surround you, you can take your consciousness to a higher level. And with that, you can begin to ascend to a higher and more evolved YOU. -- Copyright © Daily Horoscope. Download it now — http://bit.ly/DHmobile

Gimme Shelter | Playing For Change

Platoon (7/10) Movie CLIP - The Death of Sgt. Elias (1986) HD

A lot of rules may get broken, but you never leave a man behind.



Never.

Hard Times

A wounded name

Too Too Solid Flesh ~ Kenneth Branagh ~ Hamlet ~ …: http://youtu.be/0kOeCahcVzQ

Something is rotten in the state of Denmark.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uaWA2GbcnJU&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Sad but true

Aquarius horoscope for Apr 16 2014 People don't really and truly change, Aquarius. They may break bad habits, improve the way they relate to others, revise their goals and their expectations, and so on - but at the core of their character they don't really change. This may be on your mind now with someone who has promised to change. You know differently, so don't get sucked into believing that this promise will be any more enduring than any other. If you can accept this person with all of his/her flaws, then go for it. But don't expect a real change. -- Copyright © Daily Horoscope. Download it now — http://bit.ly/DHmobile

Awesome

"See, what had happen was..." For the Losers - http://pinterest.com/pin/456130268481042795/

Marvel's Captain America: The Winter Soldier - Clip 1

It's hard to know what's right sometimes.



Friends should never have to fight one and other.

Marvel's Captain America: The Winter Soldier - Featurette 4

OMFG. No wonder my BN Commander wants me to see this.

No more emotion chip

Weezer - Pork And Beans: http://youtu.be/PQHPYelqr0E

The Wolverine Trailer #2 2013 Official - Hugh Jackman Movie [HD]

I fight better in the shade.



Always.

Kingdom Come - Demons

THIS IS MY KINGDOM COME, this is my kingdom come!



If it doesn't come, I'll make it come.



I'm a king without a crown, fighting with rocks and fists



They came and took my crown, tried to cast me down



But I fight, still a man, still a prince.



Wolverine got poisoned, black widow to the heart



Bullets went in and blood flowed, but he still roard and swung.



This is my kingdom come, my kingdom comes.



With silent tears and gritted teeth I fight and weep,



Fight and weep.

Superman

Come darkness
Project your accusations
Whisper your insinuations
Cast your incantations.

I laugh.
You are evil, 
Ridiculous,
Weak.

You came to me
I looked at you,
I kicked you in the face
Tumbling
Reeling across the floor.

I am naked in the midst of winter
But within my chest burns an invincible summer.

Lol

I am SO STRONG. ROFL

RAW CURRENT

I feel WONDERFUL...

I know how Sansom felt when he reached up and felt hair.

: )))

First time in YEARS that I feel like Masterchieflike. I'm sort of standing here looking around,  flexing my hands and feeling power flowing through me.

Its exactly like Shaolin soccer when their kung fun comes back.

I had gotten hit by an EMP, now all my systems just kicked on... lol

Feels good to be off airplane mode.

God Said No - Malvasio

God Said No - Malvasio: http://youtu.be/mvYtno-C70o

RIP Percy

momoral percey: http://youtu.be/rhoupWw8vr0

Thanks Emma for doing this.

:' (

My boy.  Last photo i had of you.  At least those fuckers are being put down and someone going to jail.

I'm making a Paho for you that will send prayers from QATAR.

R.I.P. old friend.

No weapon formed against me shall prosper

I have abandoned hope

Today,  as someone who has always tried harder, I have given up hope. There is no one and nothing to live for. I wish I could for the kids,  but I spent years trying to help them, none of it matters. I am an arbitrary ghost that flits in and out of their lives. I uniquely and utterly failed in every part of my life. Time to tear the rest of it down.

My song: a poem written in the midst of divorce, 2014

See the flood
Human faces
Overlapped
Unfocused, misaligned
Yet one that fell like a shining coin
Average to some but among many, unique
For most, just a random sonnet that was forgotten
For one, a narcissist who spurned affection.
Still through inadvertent
Darwinian grace
There remained a casual symmetry
Framed carefully within the dissolution of my mind.
This inchoate mass of trash and twisted pillars
Once it was a temple of silver and gold
A river sang and washed its stones.
But without warning or annunciation
Hurled on the ides of March
In semblance of retribution
To crippled Caesar render thus: a wrecking ball.
The inevitable and distracted collapse
An arbitrary destruction of something once beautiful, now mangled
Ink slashed image by an impatient architect,
Irritated by a ineffable malaise and distinct ennui,
Eager to leave work for an early dinner.
Human skin, now marred by acid.
Small rabbit hopes that hid from long teeth
Deer with toothpick legs that fled
Yet a heavy fist, a dull stare
Relentless in motion, absent of emotion
Oblivious to scream of pain,
The wriggling to get away-
Paints her nails and styles her hair
Twists limbs for a slow fracture
The sound of splintering wood
She goes to the gym and texts her friend.
Small dreams
Survivors of plagues and holocausts
Flung away casually
Raped on every seam.
Moth that fluttered towards the light
Caught by methodical fingers
Under indifferent and distracted eyes,
Wing from wing- pulled apart,
The careful placement of a finger for a burst abdomen.
Stars fell, shatter on pavement stones
Streetlights once that glowed
Glass shards in the dark lie scattered.
This earth of mine sings a song of blood and sin
But it has a certain beauty that only truth may bring.

Give me this cup of sorrow, so I may drink
Today will forever  be the past, cursed is my tomorrow.

At nightfall,
When sun falls and muslims sing their prayer call
I will drink my Vodka and sit by my window,
Watch Soldiers laugh and talk as they walk below.
If my soul was only vexed, than life I could live.
Yet, though I breathe and see the world, 
My heart lies stripped and pale
Plundered under a setting sun.

It is a fallen bird, black against winter snow.

Where we all go sometimes

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b8NbdQOcNMM&feature=youtube_gdata_player

On the Road Again

I can only go forward.

Who would have guessed.

Karma is like a tether ball.

Wow.

Me, myself, and I.

Ronin again

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vLoyPi17iwI&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Baraka - Dead Can Dance - The Host Of Seraphim [HD - 1080p]

I weep for the world.
I do.

When I watched this video before, I watched it in my living room.
My family slept in the other room.
I saw the fatherless, the widowed, the children and the orphans.

The bums and the beggars.
The prostitutes.

I saw the great pain and the loneliness within the world, and I wept.
Then within pain, I saw protection, I saw calm reassurance.

The Father and son,

The husband, the wife, the child,

The uncle and his nephews and nieces.

I felt a gratitude, but it was not true realization.



Now, unlike the boy,

Inside, looking out,

I am outside, looking in.



I have realization,

But I have lost all assurance.

Yet, I understand the prodigal.

I understand why there is death

Despair

Why the lonely and the homeless always try to sleep.

Its a FC3 Life

Far cry three... survival mode... every day.

Really really tired.

But.

I'm alive.
I've got arrows and bullets.
My knife is bloody,  but every time I check myself,  no cuts.

Where are you Vas?

The Rakyat and I are coming.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JFm4QK2WBYI&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Its a FC3 Life

Far cry three... survival mode... every day.

Really really tired.

But.

I'm alive.
I've got arrows and bullets.
My knife is bloody,  but every time I check myself,  no cuts.

Where are you Vas?

The Rakyat and I are coming.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JFm4QK2WBYI&feature=youtube_gdata_player

((:

I love my new Galaxy Note!

Something

Where to find,
Where to follow?

I wander back to whence I came
Boyhood home of peace and quiet
But only dreams live there:
An empty space, a cold wind
The headlights are out
Registration is expired.
In a time of tired urgency
I wander the commercial jungle
Peruse silk pocket squares
Search for original oxfords
Anticipation,
Thrill of a tailored suit.

Where to find,
Where to follow?
If the world's a stage,
I never learned my lines.
If life was kind,
Perhaps I would feel less hollow.

Somehow,
While leaving youth I became old.

Yep

Well,  this day is shaping up to be extraordinary. After waking up, watching the movie Bad Grandpa... so much for artistry.  Ha.

Johnny Knoxville is just WRONG.

Salsa night

So sitting here... third beer.  Ugh. Lol my friends make me laugh. . . I don't understand Spanish,  but it's fun to listen, great to watch.  Somehow, they all think my jokes between songs are funny,  so yes, we'll continue with  that. Ha.  The things you do when you're utterly bored.

http://www.timesdispatch.com/news/local/chesterfield/war-veteran-already-facing-assault-charge-kills-wife-self/article_875e15d7-2cfe-56bd-9538-270b15504571.html

http://www.timesdispatch.com/news/local/chesterfield/war-veteran-already-facing-assault-charge-kills-wife-self/article_875e15d7-2cfe-56bd-9538-270b15504571.html

Happy New Year!